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i tried my best

by sarya

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1.
long distance lover from far far away i know not who you really are but in my thoughts you stay long distance lover let me count the ways imagine who you really aren’t and what you’ll never say long distance lover you’re no lover of mine unless fate has our paths intertwine long distance lover you’ll never be mine but you crush me so and that’s just fine long distance lover from far far away i know not what you’re really like yet see you everyday long distance lover in my mind i’ll play a song of longing repeating everyday
2.
i wake up every morning trying to find something to do whether it means walking to work or making breakfast for you what we’re supposed to accomplish i have no fucking clue but it’s nice and not nice to constantly have to choose perhaps i’ll apply myself and work towards my goals or stay in bed, get lazy, or wander around in the cold reflect and see which activities stir this lost soul to live an idle life with no impact, would i be so bold? i try to want something more in this life in this life [small talk] perhaps i will go volunteer for the community perhaps i will stay in, eat cereal and watch tv do you know what my mother used to say to me? "you’re just lucky you have time to waste overthinking" i try to want something more in this life in this life [what am i doing i am so tired but i didn’t do anything productive] [i am so sleepy i just want to lie in today not the day when i change the world] [i can’t seem to focus on anything today but i have so much to do so much to do]
3.
i got a passion that cannot be fulfilled by fun i gotta squeeze my heart dry before i feel done what if it all sucks i look around in my room and it is a mess i gotta try understand what is the best (for me) oh please, tell me i got a passion that cannot be fulfilled by fun i wish to see the moon every time there’s sun i have some candy and snacks would you like some? we all just live our lives till we’re dead and done i got a passion i got a passion i got a passion
4.
i wake up every morning just to wait for sleep again i find myself in solitude despite for all my friends i have no fucking clue what i am doing but i don't mind i'll enjoy it because life is short and then we die life is hard enough life is hard enough life is hard enough so why not make it fun? i meet some people who really make me want to sigh and then i meet someone like you and remember that life is all about the ride life is all about the ride life is hard enough life is hard enough life is hard enough so why not make it fun? life is hard enough life is hard enough life is hard enough so love it while you can
5.
i tried my best i tried my best i tried my best yes, i did i tried my best to pass the test i tried by best to let go and with a heavy chest my mind, a mess trying to forget you as you go oh, i tried my best but my best is not the the best my best is just a guess my best is just a jest [kazoo]

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a musical spoken word album about existential conundrums. my motto is and always will be "laugh or you'll cry".

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released November 27, 2019

lyrics & music & mixing by sarya 😅

mastering by Tomas Dedek

cover art by Ben Ambrozevich-Girvan

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sarya Edinburgh, UK

i'm sarya. i make what i like to call "emotronica" and indie folk music.

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